Today I was wondering what plan does God have with me. You I am sure understand what I mean when I say I feel empty and torn into a 100 pieces. We serve such a mighty God and we know the wonders of His hands and that our God is a God of today.. He is the same as He was 2000 years ago as He was when the earth was formed so He is today.

So why do we struggle to lay it down at God’s feet? I find myself asking God why am I put into a position to help old people in my town, why does the Father keep my doors of the shop open but I struggle to feed my children? Why does my dad lay in an old age home 600km’s away from me and I don’t have the funds to go and see Him? Lord your word says believe but Lord I find myself at the end of my rope Father falling to my knees I come naked before thee. You have saved me Lord so many times and even when I was lost Lord You looked for me Father, Lord when I was naked You clothed me..

So why do I now find myself scared and alone? Lord your word says You will never leave us nor forsake us so as Hebrews 11.1 says “FAITH is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.”

I proclaim to my circumstances FAITH, I serve a God of the unbelievable, a God of the impossible!! Lord I will carry on moving forward in spite of my circumstances, I will offer my love and time to elderly and I will know that you are using hands and feet to touch my dad where he lies in that bed unable to stand up, unable to wash himself and Lord I know you will spare him that I may have him longer Lord.  Where my mom is alone and her health deteriorating Lord I proclaim Faith into her circumstances Father.

I proclaim FAITH over my finances Lord, I will give Lord with no expectation of receiving but in the knowledge that You Father will provide. Lord I will teach whoever is willing to learn, I will share You and Your glory with everyone I meet.

I proclaim FAITH over my health and know Lord that whatever trial comes my way, You will use it to your glory.. For You are worthy of Praise and Honour!

So Lord as I realise I am only human and that our life’s purpose is to live for you no matter what, I ask Lord give me a double portion of your Faith Lord that I can stand in Your presence and no matter my circumstances I will praise YOU!